Earlier on today, I woke up at 5 am in the morning for the first time in a long while, I just didn’t know why or what dream woke me up but the most pressing thing on my mind was the fact that I needed to use the toilet and I came back to bed, hoping to sleep off but noticed I couldn’t, so I found myself tossing and turning till 5: 45am in the morning. So, I looked outside my window and saw that it was still dark outside!
I couldn’t comprehend why I wasn’t able to go back to bed afterward. It was only then I remembered that growing up as a teenager, there were some events that happened in my life that kept me up almost all night, not thinking but crying and wishing that it never happened.. pain so suffocating that i thought would never go away but i just realized that some of it has eased off in some ways because i sort of turned it to a ministry if you can allow me say that..
